Lullaby series
1.Lullaby (B4 1.20)
2.Illusion(B4 1.27)
3.Sisyphus(B4 2.5)
4.New Moon(B4 2.14)
Summary: The entire series will be filled with the aged Spock's internal monologues, probably including several sorts of angst, of different aspects of his retiring life, singly. And with the lost memory due to the Genesis regenerating coming back, he realized how Jim Kirk, his BEST FRIEND, actually took part in his life before that. Once and more Jim Kirk attempted to bring back both Spock's emotions and memories that record all their past days, but with his respect and always patience for Spock, he didn't push him to remind of their relationship, and finally, he hadn't manage it till the day he stepped into Nexus. So the day Spock's brain cured itself...imagin the flash back of every starry atoms,bumping into his Vulcan still consciousness, mixed up with the SIMPLE FELLINGS he once allowed himself to touch...At last he found peaceful balance between recalling the dead and obtaining ongoing career as ambassador, however, pon farr, the unwelcoming shadow but the time-conscious stalker, arrived. He's unbonded. The medical crew has a theory that might help him survive, that technically based on the utility of the Hollodeck.
As is pictured in the rebooted Star Trek Film Spock flew through the black hole with Jim Kirk's holographic images repeating 'Happy Birthday' to him, he only turned on the holographic pendant once a year, on the date when he described illogical but Jim thought necessary to do celebrations. In the end, traditionally, young Jim Kirk and young Spock will share each other in this alternative universe, and the elder Spock can finally rest in peace.
1.Lullaby (B4 1.20)
Pon Farr chapter, the scene shifted into their bedroom in San Fransisco when they both teached in the Academy, before Spock's memory loss. It's quite challenging to draw the scene that Spock awakes from PF and the biotechniques scaned and analyzed and programmed to finish the cure. Jim Kirk's image fading, Spock could not do anything but to watch it splitted into sparkles floating between his fingers, wandering, extincting, and nothing remains, but himself sat among the blankets, with empty room with ashen walls.
2.Illusion(B4 1.27)
In this part, explain the memory's return and Spock's react. What's more, the study of red matters and the theory of alternative universe, as will as Romulan arrangements, will be mentioned. And time arrives at the day Jim Kirk's second death, Picard told him everything, Kirk's ideal life, the retiring life in their cottage nearby the farmland which he bought for honeymoon and sold out after their relationship ended up as friends. Mention the brithday song, too.
3.Sisyphus(B4 2.5)
In terms of reminding Spock of their sweetest days, Kirk had tried every possible ways. He did everything. He's Jim Kirk, the starship captain managed all types of endangered crisis, but he can never had the Spock he owned before. His slight touch of Spock's mind all failed. Sometimes he guessed he had made a difference, like pulling Spock into the sea water after they saved the earth again from the whale-shaped outer form, that time he could make sure he saw Spock's laughter from heart, and the SIMPLE FEELINGS...But his delight ends up in friendship, they can no more touch each other in romantic ways. Kirk believed some day his bondmate, his love and forever soulkeeper will come back, and he'd done everything, so the day wouldn't be far.He could wait, till years remained past, even death. He kept that thought even the day he stepped onto the Enterprise-B.
4.New Moon(B4 2.14)
After all this shit are new generation of Kirk and Spock's understanding and affection of each other. Spock the old can not made a speech on their wedding ceremony, so he sent his wishes and chose the way he illogically guess Jim would appreciate him to choose, that not buring himself in the past, but to picking up his studies of time and space. He was invited to the cottage that exactly and coincidentally copied the one he and his Jim shared, there gathering new friend on new Enterprise. Young Jim told him he should never be isolated from this universe and try to keep pace with the alternatives. Back into new Vulcan he found nothing familiar remains, even the atmophere got more moist. But something new, like new moon, slightly redish in colour, half reaching the horizen, is so dramatically appealing in appearance. Definitely they are unfamiliar, not remarkable to him in his original universe, but there are all beautiful. He can appreciate it, and fit well here. If only Jim was nearby him, watching the new moon arising till the mid of night curtain and listenling to the beap of time passing by, that could be more beautiful.
等这个填完我就累垮了，每章估计在5000~10000字吧，大副怀孕出家和脑内的一篇TOS出任务的文估计没时间搞了，有空再说吧。逼了这么多英语出来有点敬佩自己[拜拜].